I Just Couldn't

heart and your soul

they are not friendly.

not easy to be adjusted

with a stranger.

is this your fault?

I don't want a feeling like this

This ignorance makes me bored.

someone who is stupid, and tired of his stupidity.
maturity is really heavy.

This all does not fit with my age.

let me have a guidance. 

I need it.

 guidance? they always come to offer theyself to you!
but you're always embarrassed.

and if a nerve is in force, then all will be not GOOD.even now when you had the answer, "Be yourself, and keep honest whatever what it is"

and even then it is difficult to apply it ..

Oh My God, this girl needs you!

A Miracle

Keajaiban..

Dalam setiap kehidupan yang dijalani, setiap individu akan mengalami "keajaiban"
Saat-saat yang dirasakan tanpa di duga sebelumnya..

" cita-cita yang tercapai "

" menebak dengan tepat "

" terjadinya hal yang diinginkan "

dan,
segala tentang "Cinta"

"ketika kau berhadapan dengannya"

"pertemuan tanpa di sangka"

"senyuman manis"

"kekhawatiran, dan cemburu"

"genggaman erat"

bahkan

"ketika cinta telah di raih"

"setiap detik moment yang telah tercipta"

serta

"Pernikahan"

Enchanted ♥

There I was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smiles

Same old, tired place lonely place

Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy

Vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?" across the room, your silhouette

Starts to make its way to me

The playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarks

Like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you

All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up, 2 a.m., who do you love?

I wonder 'til I'm wide awake

Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door

I'd open up and you would say

It was enchanting to meet you

All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go

I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that

This was the very first page, not where the storyline ends

My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again

These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon

I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go

I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you.

♥

The Loss "Joy"

a young girl who was thinking hard, about the joy is missing from the surrounding atmosphere.


boredom, sadness, confusion, impatience, anger.


frustration, and loneliness.


when time can be played back, all will surely succumb.


but all this is something real, something we must live.


until at some point, all players in this drama are tired ...


the girl did not know what will happen.


and still waiting, until the walls are crumbling.

:/

I think i love you balloons..

Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi..

jadilah , disini kita berdiri dan tertegun.. di tempat rahasia kita.

dimana suara orang yang lain ?mereka sangat jauh..

kau menggenggam tanganku,, serasa seperti di "rumah".

dan kita berdua mengerti,, disini lah dimana kita saling terikat.. 

jadi, bagaimana aku harus berkata ? berkata, selamat tinggal..

kita mempunyai mimpi yang berbeda, kita pun ingin terbang..

jadi, biarkan malam ini, yang membawa kita melewati,,

saat-saat kesendirian..

aku akan selalu menoleh kebelakang, ketika aku melangkah dan berjalan,

kenangan terakhir ini yang akan tersimpan selamanya.

dan semua air mata kita, akan hilang di dalam derasnya hujan.

ketika aku menemukan kembali, jalan menuju kepundak mu lagi.

dan sampai hari itu tiba, maka kau akan tahu bahwa kau adalah,,

ratu dihatiku.

"the queen of my heart"

The Hard Confession

Hi ! just for tonight i'll just say hi to every people who's still single.. while walking in this life.. because you all is same with me..

yah, i'm a single girl, for 4 years.. hmmm. i think i enjoyed it but, this boring time is come to me right now.

padahal ini waktunya gue untuk belajar UTS filsafat besok!

again and again and again and again ! there's no mood for studying . sigh sigh sigh.. sebenernya dari tadi saya sedang ber-bbm ria sama beberapa teman saya, ada pula yang sms-an juga, tapi signal kartu yg gua pake lemotnya ampun dah ! ga sabar gua pengen ganti.. so sambil nunggu signal lancar lagi, mari bergalau ria guys ! 

do you know why i have some plan to write this topic ? ups, the real topic is "kebosanan menjomblo" yaaa, that's why the tittle is "the hard confession" , becauz my prestige is so high to confess this.. :(

i always say, i was enjoyed this before, i feel like i'm comfort to be a single girl, and i always say i love freedom so much, is that true if i think this is the right way for the early times, but this time is has been 4 years guys.. my mommy is start to feel afraid about me, she's begin dislike if i going out from my home by my self, without anybody accompany me, she's shout me everytime to found something who called "boyfriend" for protecting me anywhere i'm go. mama, sangat susah mencari pacar yg bisa menerima saya dengan apa adanya, saya sedang bersusah payah menjaga diri saya dari pergaulan remaja yang busuk !!

but? after that, i always keep thinking and thinking, i began to realize that i need that "prince" disgusting huh?  i also need somebody to pick me up from my school, i need somebody to make some sweetie memory with me for another great and any celebrate couple day like valentine day , white day,  and even birthday! seumur hidup saya ga pernah tuh ber ulang tahun dengan di hiasi cinta dan kasih dari seorang pria.. and the fucking thing that i need is, boyfriend who will protect me well, and make my self to gaining more better properties than before, and make me more smarter ! yah, this is truly the right facts ! henny is need boyfriend right now! 

yah, just do your best, keep protecting your self until you meet your prince then. all people , friends, and your family is still exist rite? so, don't be afraid.. they all care about you, and you felt it. :) 

take care your self, like you cheering you self right now !

GOD BLESS ME :)